yesterday i went to a wedding and had a melt down i was just so sad seeing people being married and not myself,my sister turned 30on sat and her boyfriend proposed to her on her 3oth i am very happy for, soon as i saw her i just started sobbing like a little baby i couldn't hold back the tears they just kept flowing.i just wished that was me,then to top it off my sister was having a coverstaion about rings and to top it off she says you're ring is not even engagement ring it really hurt because i knew it wasn't who knows what the ring is for but whatever. so Monday back to school i was so tired i had a moijto and couldn't get up but i did and i put makaylas hair straight its a pain in the ass 45min with her thick hair but whatever makes her happy
Monday, August 25, 2008
sunday wedding
Posted by christy at 12:40 PM
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man I started to tell paul about this a little and he started getting mad at me. bc I am the one who doesn't want to get married. and he was like 'i know how she feels and if the other person doesnt want to get married it makes you feel like shit'. and I can see where he is coming from too. I don't know rich's reason for not wanting to but I know mine. its bc my mom has been married 3x.. and Leslie's been married 2x and about to divorce. paul can't see the fact that I barley know anyone, besides maybe your parents and 1 other couple still together. im not afraid of commitment. shit we own the house together and have a kid... its bc marriage seems to complicate things and im afraid of divorce. I am sure it sucks from the other view though. I wanted to marry mike sr for so long and he wouldn't. thank god! lol. but it will all work out the way it should ....just have faith and don't push it. or do push it but be careful bc the results may suck. but anytime you need me just blow my phone up! lol. or email me. it comes to my phone too. forgot about that. could have done that all along. well im off to bed. have a better nite!
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